Well this is going to be a story..
Hey, welcome to storytime
with me, Liyah.
So basically the week of A-level results day was....something.
Spoiler Alert: I got into university.
But.
It was my insurance choice which is a foundation year for History.
My first choice was ancient history, but now I have to do a year of learning skills and stuff and then I can take ancient history next year.
Technically I should be saying "YAY I GOT INTO UNI"
But I was slightly disappointed but I'm trying to look at the bright side.
For my college, results day was super emotional, people didn't get the results they anticipated so many were crying and many were on the phone with clearing hotlines.
The whole vibe was just, melancholic. So either it was just a bad year for results or all those articles with students jumping up and down with their results is a fat LIE.
I spoke to clearing at one point seeing if my university would make any leniency for my ancient history course
(shut up, I was desperate okay.)
And they basically said "nah" so I took what I could get and yeah, I'm starting uni in like 2 weeks.
Now here's the second part of the problem
I'm not moving out.
Probably not a problem to you but to me I'm having a serious case of FOMO.
Like I live 8 minutes away from my building I saw it as pretty pointless, plus I wouldn't want to leave my mum cause its just me and her that live at home.
But I'm still thinking. What if?
I have friends going to the same university and they are moving into halls so I'll just visit them all the time in an attempt to make more friends but I'm scared like.
WHAT IF I MAKE NONE.
LIKE IVE MET SOME PEOPLE ALREADY BUT WHAT IF THATS IT?
I'm generally extroverted but like two-thirds of it is just an act.
Sometimes I have to force myself to be confident cause I can be pretty flipping shy.
Yikes.
I'm scared.
If you're going to university, feel free to comment your results day experience.
And sorry for a short post but I felt like I needed to post something.
Bye!
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